This is a English version of my blog post;
『思考は現実化する』が本当かを突き詰めるため、仕事にも出ずに9年も真理探求をした結果、、、、『信じる力』が生まれ、神秘体験が繰り返されるようになった話 vol.6～過去の検証～
My values have changed throughout my past trials on hypnotism, meditation, ESP, Chi Kong with serious focus and concentration. I had come to realize that the first thing was to believe the possibility. That I was the one to put the lid of the possibilities. You can life the barbel if you think you can and the reverse is true, that you can’t do it if you don’t believe it. I remember some olympic athlete said the same thing.
Summery
1. It is essential to investigate your past. You may find it true that your mind and what happened were
closely related
2. Thus you will be able to change your current life
Investigations on the past incidents:
I decided to investigate the incident that occurred in the past and what my thoughts were at that time.
Had they been reflecting my mind then. And I couldn’t help but feeling my heart beating fast to find the
result.
1)“ When I was in elementary school our swimming competition was cancelled. My classmates asked whether that news was true. I told them, yes, there would be a swimming competition today. “ Why did I say that? They just told us there would be no swimming race and I’d be a huge liar. However several hours later the competition was indeed carried out. I surprised myself with this development.
2)There was this particularly hot day morning assembly at school. Some kids had passed out due to the heat. Others started complaining how hot it was. But I said to myself that it’s not hot at all. I refused to believe it was hot. I sat down and stubbornly thought it was cold. Then I was so cold that I had goose bumps on my skin.
3) I wanted to take a trip to Thailand when I was in college. I had no money. Making money playing Pachinko games came to mind, not getting a job to make money, but doing Pachinko. Why I’ve never played this gamble. One of my friends was a semi pro on that so I went along with him to Pachinko parlor. I made 120,000 yen ( about $1200) the first day, and made 90,000 yen (about $900). I had
enough money for the trip and had some change too.
4) I started summer classes when I was a senior in high school. My score on the deviation value was 31,
but I was confident to become the top student by just watching others around me. There was no grounds to prove it but it became true in 5 months. It’s ultimate! I accomplished to grab the top spot in half a year, from DV 31 to 75, all because I made the process as a great game.
5) I was in New Zealand a long time while I was considering emigrating there. I was driving around the country with a rental car. Well as you guessed it, the car conked out in the middle of the road. I was pressed with the issues of getting a hotel room, towing service, etc at that time. While I was waiting for another rental car I had to wait. Then, there was a huge double rainbow in the sky! I was awestruck!
“What a beautiful day!” Another reason I thought it was a lucky day was because the street I came to the halt was called “Fortune Street” or so. I laughed out loud. “ Indeed, it’s a lucky day! A disabled car in the middle of nowhere, but I was able to find the phone to call.” What if it were a place with no phone or people to get help? This would be an interesting development.
Finally a manager from the rental office came over to fetch me while I was enjoying the rainbow thinking about this and that. The conversation with him was very pleasant and he even invited me to stay the night. He graciously offered me his guest house to stay that night.
It Was A Message After All
In my high school years, I was ill often since my lifestyle was like that of a novice monk. I did too much
physical training, so much so my elbows, knees and my waist I couldn’t easily run up the stairs. My left hand didn’t function well enough that I had to stop practicing guitar. And the worst thing was I had a severe carpal tunnel on both of my hands, holding pens was impossible. The pain from my waist was also horrible that I wanted to die. I just didn’t know why this was happening to me.
“Things happen for a reason. To know our destination there the emotions would spring up. “
I had to rethink my method of training when my elbow started to hurt. But I ignored its message. As a result, I injured my knees in order to elbows. And furthermore, I ended up hurting my waist and could not even jump in the end. There were signs everywhere numerous times. But I didn’t listen to my body. I thought I’d be defeated if I gave in to my problem. In retrospect the messages continued until I changed my way. The warning messages became stronger until I had to listen. After this I no longer press myself like that and always pay attention to my body.
The past history like these was never without meaning. Rather contrary, They are priceless. I understand now how my physical condition would emit the messages and its pattern. Additionally, it helped me to understand what it meant to get beyond the common sense.
I didn’t trust holistic medicine at all at that time. Western medicine was the only thing I trusted. So I sought the cure for my back pain at many hospitals for over two years to no avail. Finally a friend of mine told me to try chiropractic treatment. It was the last straw. And it fixed me back in one day. I kicked myself for not trying this sooner. I paid the price all because I didn’t give it a try. This incident taught me a very important lesson. I have to try things without other influences, other opinions and common knowledge. I have to prove the truth with my own eyes.
This is the decision I made for the first time.
Daily Journals Pursuing The Ultimate Truth
I decided to keep the daily journal to record the incidents and to confirm the results. This is not a diary,
but a real journal to discover the truth! I noted everyday whenever I felt strong feelings or emotions and try to find the incidents after them.
I reread my journal entries in the past in order to write this article and there I must have been so impatient to find the truth. That desperate urgency was felt in my writing. I could even die if I ever found the ultimate truth! The followings are the excerpts from the journal:
“ Oh God please show me your existence! “ I prayed thus feverishly in the bath. Later that night I saw the strange bright light in the closet when I woke to go to the bathroom. Could it be a light from outside? I laid down in bed but I got up again to see the light again. Well, it was a full moon and very bright and clear outside. I stood and gazed at this beautiful moon in the sky. It was as if saying “I’m watching over you”. I enjoyed this beautiful moment and felt grateful.
I Already Received Messages
Now about channeling, I knew its existence. I had one experience before. And as I progressed to confirming happenings in the past, I realized I had already received many messages. It wasn’t me to make me realize I still had left hand while I was suffering with carpal tunnel syndrome. Only the answer and only the emotions entered in my mind. I wonder if this is so called “Inspiration, or Instincts. The sensation is very different from the result of my decision. The notion I had about becoming the first in the Class was this. I instinctively knew it. That sense came and entered without me trying to think. And the many ideas and thoughts were springing up naturally. I found I was getting more messages as I tried to investigate the past
The Results Of Investigation And Consideration
I came to the conclusion that “Mind is matter” is true. There’s nothing to negate that theory. But at the same token, I still couldn’t prove it positively. But my heart is light obviously. The past investigation told me it was indeed meaningful and important to pursue the legitimacy. Around this time my motivation to search my true self deepened. My urge to find the answer was uncontrollable. At this point, 6 years had passed since my resignation of my job post. And 3 years since I started my journey.
Even With A Doubtful Person Investigation Can Be Done
Anyone can look back on the past easily even though they have suspicion about ESP or Chi Kong. And for those people who can’t believe anything others say or do it is still easy to look back on one’s past.
Because they may find something interesting in the past. “What was the key to breakthrough the difficulties?” There must have been the sign or message with each struggle. And didn’t notice anything and let it pass while holding on. No solution was found because of ignorance. You may find a few things there to be noticed and turn the situation better if you were able to acknowledge then.
And when did the chance to change arrive? And the changes all came with the same circumstance. If you notice this fact, you should hold much interest in the fact what you think becomes matter.
After this finding, I used my own life to set the example, to have an exciting life then on.
to the next article: Does Mind really matter? -The way I got to know that the answer was YES!- vol.7 Thinking Experiment